After 4 what's 1 more?

So I've heard people say- after 4 what's 1 more? Well I don't know if I'll have 1 more, 4 is hard enough! Maybe I am just in a postpartum depression, but playing Milo's milkmaid, Sophia's tantrum sounding board, 2 school age children in check, a house in order, and a husband happy is starting to get me frazzled!

It just would be cool if I could sleep, so if you see me or talk to me and I am rude or say things that don't make sense, now you know why and I am sorry in advance Kudos to all y'all who have survived babies with older kids in tow.

New Years Resolutions

I wanted to post resolutions on New Year's day, but something about a tantrum throwing 2 year old and a hungry hungry infant needing my attention stopped me.

January 5th Resolutions

1. Learn Spanish already Emily!
2. Cut down on the yelling
3. Have family home evening(this could be broken tonight, but I have to make this goal every year)
4. Eat healthy and exercise regularly not to lose weight (I do need to ), but mainly because heart disease runs in my family and I eat a lot of cholesterol filled food.
5. Go back to school (this one is kind of far fetched, but oh well)

Understanding...kinda

Sophia is starting to understand things about the baby. She has discovered that baby Milo is staying and that I don't have to hold him all the time. I put him on a blanket on the floor and she got really excited about him. "Baby, baby!" she said, then I said, "Do you like the baby?" "Like baby!" she exclaimed. Now I just have to teach her that I do sometimes have to hold him, I think this will take a while. Wish me luck.

Good Things Come To Those Wait

Even if I didn't wait patiently!

Milo Nathaniel Cummings
Saturday, December 6,2008
7:53 pm
7 lbs. 14 oz.
21 in.

Max and Zac are excited!

But Sophia is not so much!

All Bundled up to go home

I think he looks most like Zac in this picture, but sometimes he looks like Max or Sophia. Whataya think?

OVERDUE

Milo is still not here yet! He doesn't seem to think being on time is important, a habit I hope he breaks by the time he starts school! Maybe I was a bad example with all the times I was late to church this year. I have been going a little nuts! I know he is only 2 days late, but it's still as frustrating as can be! I will hopefully be induced on Saturday (if my cervix is favorable). I am trying to visualize me progressing(you know all the voodoo natural stuff) and also planning for disappointment, what a contradiction! I didn't break into tears right away at my doctor appt like I did with Sophia, that happened at 3am Thursday while I yelled at Nate about everything I am mad about. I probably looked like a pregnant Medusa, I am surprised he didn't run away screaming, he even brought me to his fancy work party where he gave a really good speech. I would say maybe the due date was incorrect, but 2 ultrasounds said Dec. 3. Oh well so that is my update.